So yeah , I got some stuff to say , but not much. Ok first thing is about me is that ...I'm very very VERY bad Grammar person , who have bad thing with english. Yes I speaking english and it my first word.

2.. Well don't mad at what I write ok, i'm diff person , who can be mature and do thing that right then wrong.
Like i'm against pedophile in any way , even in yaoi.  And I'm against Yuuram big time , Sorry I don't like Wolfram be uke , even ack girly uke by wear that pj.  At lest I like to see mature/manly uke of him. But I do support WolfYuu -_-.........Ok Now started Hate me like you what.

3. My dumb rl stuff , is only seen by friend only... They are stalker out there.


Well that it for now......I don't why write stuff on here when i don't have any friends....I guess I write so i can see it later , to see what did in my past life.

This will be the last time post on here. I fix my computer by useing power supply I find in my sister's room closet. which also I have to change the network adapter and now I have red light flashing next to the power button. Which mean the power supply is drying. No wonder my brother left the power supply in the closet.

No only that my sister's computer power supply just died couple days ago and I can find good power supply in the house which mean.... I have to buy 2 power supply and 1 network adapter. Just great D:< Any way I don't think my mom will buy it since she doesn't have much money. ______________________________________________________________________ [ 12-17-09 ] Yup I was right the power supply just died on the 17th when I was dressing up my avi on gaiaonline. That why my brother left it the power supply when he was moving out in May.

And the sad part is that mom will not buy an power supply for my compter after she spend $300 for my sisters computer (which i'm useing right now), with that I can't even get job to get money to buy my own power supply.

You know what really suck now?! My 18 years sister start playing La-Tale again and other sister 13 years old will not let me on the either 2 computer: My mom working pc and the pc.  

Oh this sound fun to Answers :D

I would probably smoke and drink I all was like to to that before death come to us. oh wait not sure if I want to do that. I not bad girl D:

Lock all the cats and dog in the bathroom or room with food and clothes......

Ok not sure want I will do. But I will so be fck scarde that I will died of a heart attack :|

:( It seem I can't get back in the KKM Fandom D:, Its becasue every since I got new computer back in March I being going into other anime fandoms. I try and try to rewatch KKM but its seem to not work, even other day when I was reading chp 49 KKm manga post by bluwim on kkm wolframfans Which its WolfYuu + Bearbee chp, find way cute and adorable.
Wolfram was so calm in it, made me find my reason why I love him in the novel and manga. To bad the the anime wasn't like that.

I remember the good one days when I got in KKM and was airing on tv and read alot fiction was well. Why it all have to change DDD:
Now Iatv stop showing at night back in Jan 2008 and Iatv start to be repeartable channel mean They show the danm epi shows every freaking week. Same episode of mai hime, Start with kiss, etc. GOdamn it I'm going to email them And tell them WTF is going on with Iatv. Eve the websiteis no longer updating....
Is no one running Iatv anymore and taking over by robots?????????????

I will try to get in my KKM fandom this month..... With out other anime / manga getting in my way. Maybe I should get on my old computer, then useing my sister computer ( yes like I said my new one die. )

I love you KKM I will never fall for other anime , plesae help me bering back my fandom D:

In other news OMG it May snow this Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well I guess snow and rain. Wait is that post be sleep?( don't now how to spell it). Over here it never snow much Yes I live some where in TX. It snow first when I was a baby but its was much and no I only saw picture of when I was baby. 2rd when I was 14 in 2004 yes it was xmas eve(I think) snow on that night it was alot of snow but went way when I woke up wirh killer leg pain.. And 3rd last year only 3% of it but its was not much of snow it only over cars top, trees, and house's roof. Not fun at all.

Speaking of snow..... Its still Autumn D: and it feel like winter is early this year. I remeber the firday of Autumn was very cool the first cool since Spring. Yester that how hot was summer, all feeling was hot and more hot.

No.... my new pc is still dead... and yes i'm useing my sister's computer :\

I watched Brave Story on saturday moring, Yes there movie of it...I didn't know that there was movie of unto I went google hurting for it. I never play the game or read the book...though i love to one day.

Why did I watch it???? Well I heard Brave story have 2 young boys about age of 11.
And both them went to a fantasy world to save family by get small orbs( not sure what it call) and making wish after that. Oh God I just love the pair of wataru and mitsuru I'm such a sucker for young bl even at at kid age.
I love the end of it, when Wataru was shock when He find out Mitsuru was alive after that he ran to hug him... well I didn't see them hugging since it cut it of they. I bet it was hug. ;)
Any way the movie was good, I just wondering will Wataru will see his friends he made in other world?

Other that I find a cool Search website to find any pairs, character , or stuff about the story i.e Japanese fanart, fiction, and doujinshi( to buy). Speaking of Doujinshi when I was looking up Dj of Mitsuru & Wataru on Aarinfantasy, I only can find NC17 kind. :( I don't like shotacon, they to young to have sex... I better of seeing sex at the age of 16. Still will not read sex stuff just smut :)

[ x ] Moving on.......... Omg Soooooo sooo soo I went to buy Off*Beat , omfg Read some of the character info and what story about even read previw on tokyo pop. Sadly 3rd vol is have hard to coming out.

[ x ] Loookkk a new Evangelion call NEON GENESIS EVANGELION: GAKUEN DATENROKU ! And guess what new character look and it made for shoujo. :D YAAYaa. I just love the new Kaworu and Shinji way better then the old Kaworu and Shinji.
Shinji look alot better and less of wirp and Kaworu is freaking hot.
See look 01, 02, 03, 04 and offica looks boxing
this take place at Shinji's house..... Wait do they know each or do Kaworu know each when they were kid? O_o
I can see them both as seme un like the old shinji.

[ x ] Wait I didn't know there were manga base anime call Ryokunohara Labyrinth, I find out on Manga Update but I can't find manga any where on the internet not even on japanese store website. D:
I love the movie but reallly went to read the manga. I said to my self "If there anime then want its base of...Manga, novel, game, or liva drama?"

I turn on my computer then went to get something to eat, then when I came back the computer was off. I change the plug to the computer and still it will not work.
I try a other power supply and only show flashing red(busy), I guess I need a new power supply.

On my old computer I can do much but read I even can't post a on my LJ.

I guess the fun days are over and now I'm back on my old computer doing more reading and looking up picture. I feeling depress and stress out now.

So yeah I watching a movie other night call The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas, its very sad at the end , I just can't believe
what evil Nazi did to the poor people back then. Which it remind me I read book at school call "Night' Which why I find the reason why its called night.

Any way the story is touching its about a liitle 8 years old boy name Bruno find seem like farm but not farm at all but concentration camp and jewish dress in striped pyjamas. He saw a boy at his age and become friend who is Shmuel . Bruno have no idea why Shmuel is in there and dress like that.
Later on thing happen and at the end when Bruno help Shmuel to find his dad but both of them died at the end when they both enter Gas Chamber with alot of old guys ( yes sadly only 2 young boys was in there ). They hold hand what I heard read some comments on youtube they said before death "We all was be friend forever." Some thing like that.

It was heart broking how they died and Bruno's family heard what happen. It all Bruno's Dad fault D:<
But the sweet thing they hold hand and died togther.

I do wish the story have more emotion. But oh well. The reason I watched this because of friendship between 2 young boys and how thing happen back then.

Here is list of Fall Anime 2009 that have stuff that girls will not like :

NBF - Nothing but fansevrice and with out the NBF + bigger

Later I will post what Anime I'm watching this Season.

YESSSSSS !!!!! But I give my self 2 weeks to make the costume. Not cool I know I should done it in the first day in OCt and my dream keep on waring me about it. -_-
I all most done with it, I was scared that I will not be finishi by them.
And oh i'm going as Hakuren from 07-Ghost.
No not really.....

I was sleeping or you can say naping then mom woke me and told me there a wather warning on tv and I really can't understand what she said since I was half sleep but she did scared me so I got up to see. I only see flood waring which doesn't scare me much.
But  I did heard there was a tornado hint by some where close by.
I was wonder to today the win was kind of stong but but light rain all day long and now hard rain now.

So  now I heard a tornado and Flood watch, SO I start to freak out. I better say up to night..... I haven't be on my computer for days
since I have to work on my cosplay for halloween. Which really make me sleep at night and have to go to bed.

Oh my I was watching Iatv like I don't care fot thay channel any more since they repeart they show over 100 time. Any way I this this episode of Mai-Hime episode 5 it seem and I saw This and I want like this O_O and want fangirling mood. Man only if Akira( the one on the right) is boy, And Takumi so will be uke but change will be nice. God why can she be boy :( its not fair.

Move on ....Ok so when I was try to find out what episode is Mai-hime show on tv on some AnimeblogI come cross This .
It look like the same person done Gundam seed Destiny. So did some research on that anime which its call "Soukyuu no fafner"
So when I did I got so mix up with Gundam seed character ...."Wait is that you Shinn!" look at Kazuki offcial picture. I was so shock but I got even more shocker when I read so info on the character Kazuki and Soushi since they look so close together, And read and heard they are childhood friend and they fight each other.
Which sound alot like Athrun and Kira.... See look Here


So this how its goes..... Look like: Shinn ><Kazuki ,  Rey><Soushi, 
Compair:  Kira>< Soushi/Kazuki, Athrun><Soushi/Kazuki.....Umm I have not watch the show yet but  I will soon.


Speaking of Athrun & Kira...I just ccan help it I love those pair together!!!!!! So aganst, beauity Friendship, best childhood friend, and so on. i really can't help! I Post to be on my KKM fandom this week but I mess it by Look up more of Athrun & Kira. D:

No for real gundam Seed / Destiny is the best shounen anime out there ( KHM is ok but I like gundam better but how ever Toward the terra is still the best). And guess what the girls wasn't moe looking but really stong characters, The boys are so bishies  ,the drama, the angst, the death , the sadness, the friend, the slash of boys, the fighting/action, the romance ( well not liking the romance but some of the pairs I do like) , And the most I like is the drama/angst of the relationship between Athrun and Kira. They were  friend then  enemies then friend again and so one.

Now about Kira and Athrun they the one who bering me to watch Gundam seed since they alot of fandom/fan girls who like them bering to togther. It all bering when I look up athrun and kira on google and saw this beauitful website of them http://fxj.asuran.net/, if you read the stuff about them and watch the show you will fullly fall in love with them as well the show. I watched the all 50 episode of GS and GDS all with 1 week. Yeah kind missed out with outher fandom I post be in. -_-
I remember watching gundam seed long time ago on cartoon network but don't remeber much of it. But then I watched Gundam 00 first half season on Sci-fi and full 2rn season this summer when sci-fi aired.
Got to say that gundam have stuff for Girls and Boys. I mean when I look up gundam office picture I was like O_o Huh they so many bishie picture of the boys and the girls are so lovely. They alot of Athrun and Kira of them bering together.
Gundam seem to make both boys and girls happy.

Its kind of funny that Athrun have Harem of girls. And I my self hate Harem but for Athrun I understand the girls liking him and beside I love girls in the show I wish I was one of the girls I don't mind Athrun see me of half naked.  

For reason I don't like Kira and Lacus bering togther even in GSD they look like married couple to me.

But you know what the sad part The fandom of the show died of long time ago , so they not much fans out there

And my other annyoing sister which she 13 love playing games. That all she dose on the computer all day long.

OMG Aoi Hana is the best Yuri anime. To be honestly I don't think there an yuri anime beside Maria-sama ga Miteru ( which i will watch in the futuer. Its a shoujo.) that have get drama and none fanseverice to boy/guy. Kannazuki no miko, uta kata, Strawberry Panic are just lame yuri anime.-_-

Any way I watch the last episode mins age. Its great episode that only sad part is that
Yasuko left to study in England and Kyouko feel sad that Kyouko left. Aww it hurt my heart :(.

Motegi finilly give something to Akira's older brother a x'mas gift.

And last Fumi remember her first love is Akira <3 and last the best part of the episode is the scene when Fumi and Akira is out side at night when its was snowing.

Well I think I should read the manga soon.

Today I watched the last episode of 07-Ghost in raw I know I should post this after the sub episode but zi just feel so so sad and emo.
Maybe I feel this way probably because its the last episode :( Its the same way the happen to Kyou kara maou. Maybe its was this:
-Little of Hakuren or Hakuren & Teito
-Frau and Teito goes of to the seele ( I think not sure ) But I seeeeeeee alot of fanart and fiction of them coming this way. (NOOOOOOOOO I they way to much oif art and fiction of them!)
-IDK I just feel sad.

But today is also the last episode of Gundam 00 on SySf. WHY MUST THIS DAY HAVE COME WHEN THING MUST SHOW HAVE TO ENDED NOT
ONLY THAT BUT BOTH ON SAME DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! D: Did I for that Pandora Hearts was also ending this week. *Goes off and cut my self.*

But hey Mikage was in Episode :D Mikage x Teito FTW! YEAH. I got to draw them this week but I also wanna draw Hakuren x Teito.
Could I put both of them on one paper? Like Teito dream of Mikage but then he woke up and feeling down but he see Hakuren sitting next him. And Hakuren said "Do not worry its just a dream I'm here with you." And both them hug.
Ok Maybe I draw that in the doujinshi way.

ANy way Still feeling down. About the show ended. But I very greatful that the manga is still going on. And same with Gundam 00 is getting a movie soon.

Hey guess what!!!!!!!!!!! a other anime that bishie is coming this October !!!!!!!!! Can't waiiiiiiit!

Any way i'm going to read chapter 19 or 20 of 07-Ghost to make my self happy again.

Wow Whats wrong with me those day! I mean I feel so lazy to post a LJ on my profile.

Any way School is back but wait not for me D: I finish this June. And now I feel like I have no life after that. Its very hard to find what kind of college want to go to. Since I have alot of dreams I want to be :(. A other thing is that is that I need to get my fat ass of the chair and look for job. My mom isn't making much money those day and she need 4k$ to fix her teeth or she will end up like her mom with out teeth.

Its very sad to her working really hard to save money. That why I need a job.

OMFG 8/12/08 was the day when Huurican Ike hint here. But good thing Nothing much happen to the house just broke france(Yeah I for how to spell that) and tree brance.

Its kind long story what happen that night. I did have on Microsoft word at school but never save it on e-mail and now its gone. well not really I did on paper at school. In class they told us to write what we did on the day when Ike hit. Its was fun to write that. But I don't feel like type it down to LJ. Yeah be lazy again.
About couple weeks ago maybe on the last week of Sept on Friday. I watched Uta kata, it very sad story. It do have BL between Kai and Sei but its very little of. But mostly its Yuri mix with dumb ecchic D:<. But the story is great but very sad.

I even drew picture of Kai and Sei toghter holding each other neked >_> Its not what it look like. And not yaoi its BL. You see picture of other romance anime pciture when 2 character holding or hug each other naked.

Any way back on subject. How did I find about uta kata have BL????? Well I was on this website Boy on Boy kiss snapshots from NO yaoi or shounen-ai anime on aarinfantasy's forum and I was shock that In yuri anime have some bl or even bl kiss. I totaly for got about Simoun! I never finish that of back in 10th grade. Yes, I was big fan of Yuri.

I will post more stuff late. :\

animal charities, Animal rights, or any thing that help poor animal.
And last I will help poor people. Its very sad to see them on steets.

All week I was worried that vol 4 of kkm haven't come yet, I even have dream about it.
I check the mail box after is out on Aug the 4th. I was really worried if something bad happen to it.

I was not going to check the mail box today , but I end check it. This time I finially got the 4th vol. Along with 2 sister got mail and as well my mom got mail as well.

I haven't read it yet since I'm sick , but see alot of conyuu scene, but 1 very good scene when Wolfram was in Yuuri's bed wanna do it.  But it end up Yuuri ran to the bathroom and end going home.
I find tha funny. Yeahhh WolfYuu Scene. :D

About 5/4 or 3 years ago. Its was kids b-day party, Yes I still wanna go because of food and yeah I was the oldest in theen and every was still kid.
The kid's mom always make party for halloween,easter, and her son b-day.
But now her son and his friend are grown up and in middel school and hight school. She stop making party. :(

I missed the old days. ;_;